Yesterday, Brad has his 3rd psychiatrist appointment. Brad has been more aggressive within the last month. He pushed his brother down a half-flight of steps. He also tried to hit his brother with a stick. I am just tired of the aggression. I am afraid he will seriously hurt Kalen. The doctor kept him on the Risperdal and added DayTrana. Took 10 pharmacies to fill this prescription. Either they was out of one or out of both. Walgreens # 3 was the final stop and they had both. I do not know if these DayTrana Patches will work, but this will be a long 30 days.
Need a break
Some days I want to scream, holler, and I need a break. Raising two children, who require constant attention, in addition to attending graduate school, requires a lot of patience, understanding, and maintaining my temper. Some days I want to snap in two, dealing with both boys and trying to complete schoolwork. Oh yeah I still have to deal with the other relatives, who live here (mother, niece, great niece, uncle, the occasional nephew, and the rest, who show up). My only break is at church, provided my children act right and the early childhood department does not find or page me. Other than that, where I go, the kids go. If I go to the potty, there is a high chance, Brad will knock on the door or come in, if I forget to lock the door. At other times, Kalen (and/or my great niece) is in their rockers, while I bathe, because I do not want Brad to mess with them, while I take a quick shower.
These children, school, church, and internet are my only sources of entertainment. I do not date, smoke, or have sex (by choice). I only had 2 samples of free liquor at HEB within the past year. I just want to find a place to scream, to get a release, without going more crazier than I am right now.
The Joys of an Autistic Mom.
Stacie D. Wyatt
http://www.amazon.com/dp/B007IUNDMW?tag=kiq-free-e-20 committee meetings
http://www.amazon.com/dp/B008B0TF3E?tag=kiq-free-e-20 cover letters
http://www.amazon.com/dp/B007P808KM?tag=kiq-free-e-20 fun with giraffes
http://www.amazon.com/dp/B004OYTDNI?tag=kiq-free-e-20 getting kids to listen
http://www.amazon.com/dp/B006YGC7FU?tag=kiq-free-e-20 history of the united kingdom
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B008IW5XWW/?tag=dailyfb-20 discarding bad habits
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B005AQ40Y6/?tag=dailyfb-20 8 pillars of motivation
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B007ZU6CLO/?tag=dailyfb-20 character building
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B003Z9K9SQ/?tag=dailyfb-20 pink slips and parting gifts
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00850JP08/?tag=dailyfb-20 book on teenagers
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B007YLY4PA/?tag=dailyfb-20 power of changing your habits
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B0081P8224/?tag=dailyfb-20 memory and mnemonics
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B008CBAUIQ/?tag=dailyfb-20 sales and business
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B0087ZUKT6/?tag=dailyfb-20 dream theory and analysis
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B008IWF5TI/?tag=dailyfb-20 becoming a better employee
Have an early intervention appt for kalen today. Niece also in labor. I hope these relatives dissappear b4 ECI gets here.